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okay so daryl is back from OBS (screw him!)
when mr hoon originally announced that there were 5 available spots for OBS
i was so excited and put myy name down with daryl's immediately..
and after much persuasion, Edwin and Suqn Yong's as well
then a few weeks after that i was told that only daryl was choosen out of the 5.
this is the second time he has stolen a camp away from me...
when i heard it i was furious out of my mind.
i just really wanted to hurt him in any freaking way possible..
then me and edwin settled for asking him to buy the OBS shirts...
then halfway thru the day i realised,
"hey...i don't want the OBS shirt when i didn't go for it. i want to have something to show for... not just a pretty shirt."
so i told him not to buy one for me...
now that he is back...
i am just cracking up inside again
at how this camp was stolen from me again...

the first camp was the Youth Leaders Academy.
that weekend was before the last week of term 2.
that weekend, when i was supposed to go for the camp, was the quarter finals of the NSC...
and surprise surprise i couldn't go...
daryl was sent instead...
when he came back he was completely changed...
and now i have that feeling again...
i won't admit it but of course it is jealousy...
but when it comes from me, all this just translates to hate and fury against him...

argh!!!! when can i have things my way??