Stress!!
Friday, April 9, 2010 10:13 PM
this is the first time in my whole life i am actually feeling stress!!
didn't feel it before PSLE
not even during the posting time..
didn't feel it at the start of any camp...
i am trying my best not to waste the best 4 years of my life!!
two of them have already gone and they were perfect...
but it is only 4 months into the next and i am feeling stress...
what with the NPAP
then with NSC
and with my chinese tuition timings...
with the last one it just goes on and on and on and on and on...
but my parade is on the the day after my NSC written test which determines if our school gets into the broadcast round..
with my parade ending it's no problem...
i am scared to miss the last training so close to it as i am scared that i will be replaced...
on the other hand, it KILLS me when there is a NSC meeting that i miss...
my heart keeps screaming for NSC but i can't leave my parade...
if our school doesn't get into the NSC round all of this just goes poof at once...
just gone with the wind... forgotten..
and we'll be the first to break a long line of NSC in swiss...
what should i do i don't know...
my grades don't suck i am coping well with it
this is by far the easiest post i have ever typed...
i want my old life back!!! getting along well in school
rocking with my 2E2'09 and just having fun...
it is only know that i truly understand what some people go through in sec 3 life...
my advice to chill ain't working out that great anymore...
what should i do??
a haiku about
the stress one feels in our life...
now that truly sucks...
the time flies away
just like sand grains a beach
'poof' and its all gone...
